Tootiefuckinfruitie’s Weblog

Wake up and smell the fresh air bitches! San Diego weather is beautiful this morning. Wet grounds from the rain last night smell SO great nothing beats this smell. Nothing! The air is SO crisp. I LOVE San Diego, However my heart will always belong to LA the city of pure vanity and bullshit Yea that’s right VANITY & BULLSHIT !! Raised in LA coming to this Horse Town in San Diego was quite the culture shock for me. Growing up in the sweet filthy air of LA and all its many many races was great, However its a town that can swallow you up if your not careful. Yet it can also be the land of many opportunities IF you have the bucks , Know the right people, or you are in the right place at the right time.

San Diego has made me calm down, gave me some peace and has taught me (tho hard at times) to RELAX !!!! Live for today, Live for the moment. Take a minute to stop and look around enjoy whats around you. Quit wrapping yourself up in the land of the fake. How much money you have. Who met who, who saw who, who is friends with who and WHAT clubs you can get into.

Beauty is REAL. Beauty is an idea. Its sad that half our world is FAKE not just in the sense of personality But Fake in the outside. Fake face, fake nose, Fake tummy, Fake ASS, calf’s, Lips Good Lord fake everything. The idea of putting something totally foreign in my body knowing the harm it could cause yrs and yrs from now is just absolutely insane to me . Cosmetic Surgery should be to those who loose a breast due to cancer, and such extremities as this.

Maybe if you could get self esteem implanted into your STUPID Lil head you would not need to spend lots of money to make yourself look a certain way when all it does is change the outside of your appearance and NOT how ugly you are on the inside or how you feel about yourself.
I have seen many girls feel sooo shitty and feel the need to get implants. They say it Will give them a boost. BOOST my ass if your doing it to give yourself a boost try getting a boost in your stupid mind! I have a friend lets call her VQ for vanity queen. Here was this sweet lil girl who was and is soooooooooo smart was a major free thinker then came the boobs and there went her sweetness. This girl still has low self esteem . Constantly needing re-assurance how do I look? Am I fat? OMG !! like that would totally look better on me then her. Wah wah wah ! just shut up and shoot yourself already as you will never be happy!

You are what you ARE! Everyone was made with their own special beauty. Get over yourself. Try working out its cheaper then liposuction. Try sum new make-up.. Try a self help book, Try to find love with-in yourself. You are what you eat , try taking that greasy all beef Pattie out of your mouth for a second and put a freaking apple in your mouth. Exercise and eat right. Take care of yourself. You only get one body, take care of it !!!

Remember if your low and ugly inside a pair of knockers will not help you feel better, but only make you even more open to criticism and even more vain and ugly. STOP and think about what you will be doing to yourself !
Wake up and LOVE YOURSELF !!

Try some fucking Pilate’s