I have been a Vegetarian now for ab out almost 4  Months. I have ne ver felt better in my life. I wish I could go vegan !! However, I luv fashion too much I could never give up my leather boots and other items I dare to never part with.

Plus I heart CHEESE way too much.. Some of the fake stuff is pretty good however, there is no fake feta that I have seen yet and I luv me sum FETA.

I read this book called skinny bitch…. Heard of it ?? Its written by these two broads who pretty much will take you and turn you into a new healthier you. I mean they will turn you off soda so fast its unreal. I was a SODA whore now im down to a glass a day if any at all. My latest addiction…… POM Green tea.. Anything by POM then that is for me.They also have a chapter that goes in to great detail of a salughter house. Literally I was in tears the whole chapter. Its just wrong sooooo wrong. SO sad

Thanksgiving is coming up…. Meaning time for more critisim.. THere are sum in my life who could not be happier for me …. Tho my husband is still eating meat occasionally he is the one to pick me up and stop me from going bak to it when i  have my weak moments. Im thankful for that. Ive gone this far I need to continue with it. There are those who just dont understand it one bit. They call me anorexic ( hey can i help it if im born thin and they are fat cows?) There are those who need me to explain why i chose to do such a thing. Those who are totaly un-informed and tell me how im making global warming worse ! Yummm yea do your research before you start telling me my lifestlye is wrong!

Milk is Poison!

So I wake up this morning already pissed at the world. My arms and  back are so DAMN sore. Im not ready for another full day of filing and lifting boxes. Keep in mind I have a job in a Office, Since the real estate market has fallen into a big PILE OF SHIT … I am now being forced to move boxes lets see I’ve moved the whole outside storage and put in numeric order. Um im a lil tiny girl those boxes full of paper are fucking Heavy. Ive done have the inside room only 38 more boxes to go then I have to re-arrange the ones still shelved away in numeric order. My Hands are raw, and very cut up. Im not ready for another day of this

Can I just ask SINCE when did heavy lifting and cutting up my hands become part of my job? Seriously.. Im out looking and having a hard time. Im a girl with soooooo much more to her then this and Im stuck in a place with empty promises.

Started as a escrow receptionist almost 6 yrs ago, Became escrow Assistant, Also I am in charge of the trust accounting here as well(which is a pretty big responsibility). As we all know the Market has been pretty shitty this year.. Hardly anyone Buying or Refinancing Let alone Selling.

Its down to 4 of us in the office, The owner ( my boss) her daughter T (who is manager, DONT even get me started on working for a family business) and JB T’s Assistant. Then there is myself who has to reception , do whatever my boss asks me to do, Then do the trust accounting.. order supplies.. keep up on everything here. I have wayyyyy too many job title around here for the kind of money i get paid. No raise in about 3 yrs.

My job is nice when business is coming in. However here I am no raise…… No where to move up as I have been promised to be an Escrow officer for about 2 Yrs now and nothing is happening. WTF??? I may not have the degrees or anything like that but im a very bight girl who picks up everything easily. Why is it so hard to better myself? Im trying really trying and so far nothing is happening . (Tear)

SO anyhow,
Today I have been moving Boxes all day long , from file room to storage I have lifted more then Rosie O’Donnell’s weight today alone ! Not to mention there is still soooooo much more to do. My pretty red nails are all chipped, My hands sore and cut up. My back is killing me and I have scratches all over. When it got to be where i could no longer put two boxes on the highest top of shelf I put only one. My boss says to me how come two here and only one the rest of the way?? Um Hello ungrateful.. This is sooooo NOT my job to do this shit . Im like maybe because I cant lift up anymore that high! I mean are you serious ????????? I’m the girl who cant even lift up the bottled water to refill the cooler and here I am slaving away for Pennies……………….
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