Filed under: Vanity, World Issues, life | Tags: addiction, blah blah, caught in the act, kissing ass, life, love, love hurts, love stinks, porn, sex
SoOooOo…
I start to fall asleept friday night a lil before 1am…. I have my phone in hand on vibrate incase the Boy should decide to call, Since I had sent him that Previous Text message. About 1:30 i get a text back saying WHAT ??? I immediatly call him. I let him know that I found somthing That I really did not appreciate I told him i chose not to look at its contents (which was a lie) However I told him I was s cared to look at it because it would only fuel my anger and I did not want to see if it was sumone we knew (sumthing unmentionable) etc..etc… So he stayred pretty calm about it . Odd for him I mean yes he was in the company of his friends tho he walked away to converstate with me in private. I’m so used to him no matter what the subject trying to turn things around on me Which he did not this time which was nice! When i brought up the unmentionable he was like o so you are accusing me of being a (another unmetionable) Im like well you told me once before when i saw that, that the computer had a virus and just brought up those sites on accident when clicked on other sites… blah blah… So the converstation actually ended pretty quick. He came home he woke me up to eat my burrito and than saturday we were back to normal.
Tho he was quick to please this weekend 
This is just sumthing I have to dealwith if im going to stay with him forever. I have to just hope it stays to looking and never gets to be REAL.
Luv Hurts!!
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TFF
Filed under: Vanity, World Issues, YummY, life, myspace | Tags: debates, feta, food, health, lifestlyes, meat, meat is murder, opinions, vegan, vegetarian, veggies, ways of living
I have been a Vegetarian now for ab out almost 4 Months. I have ne ver felt better in my life. I wish I could go vegan !! However, I luv fashion too much I could never give up my leather boots and other items I dare to never part with.
Plus I heart CHEESE way too much.. Some of the fake stuff is pretty good however, there is no fake feta that I have seen yet and I luv me sum FETA.
I read this book called skinny bitch…. Heard of it ?? Its written by these two broads who pretty much will take you and turn you into a new healthier you. I mean they will turn you off soda so fast its unreal. I was a SODA whore now im down to a glass a day if any at all. My latest addiction…… POM Green tea.. Anything by POM then that is for me.They also have a chapter that goes in to great detail of a salughter house. Literally I was in tears the whole chapter. Its just wrong sooooo wrong. SO sad
Thanksgiving is coming up…. Meaning time for more critisim.. THere are sum in my life who could not be happier for me …. Tho my husband is still eating meat occasionally he is the one to pick me up and stop me from going bak to it when i have my weak moments. Im thankful for that. Ive gone this far I need to continue with it. There are those who just dont understand it one bit. They call me anorexic ( hey can i help it if im born thin and they are fat cows?) There are those who need me to explain why i chose to do such a thing. Those who are totaly un-informed and tell me how im making global warming worse ! Yummm yea do your research before you start telling me my lifestlye is wrong!
Milk is Poison!
Filed under: Vanity | Tags: cancer, fake, fake tits, harm, life, obsession, skanks, sluts, Vanity, whores, your mom
Wake up and smell the fresh air bitches! San Diego weather is beautiful this morning. Wet grounds from the rain last night smell SO great nothing beats this smell. Nothing! The air is SO crisp. I LOVE San Diego, However my heart will always belong to LA the city of pure vanity and bullshit Yea that’s right VANITY & BULLSHIT !! Raised in LA coming to this Horse Town in San Diego was quite the culture shock for me. Growing up in the sweet filthy air of LA and all its many many races was great, However its a town that can swallow you up if your not careful. Yet it can also be the land of many opportunities IF you have the bucks , Know the right people, or you are in the right place at the right time.
San Diego has made me calm down, gave me some peace and has taught me (tho hard at times) to RELAX !!!! Live for today, Live for the moment. Take a minute to stop and look around enjoy whats around you. Quit wrapping yourself up in the land of the fake. How much money you have. Who met who, who saw who, who is friends with who and WHAT clubs you can get into.
Beauty is REAL. Beauty is an idea. Its sad that half our world is FAKE not just in the sense of personality But Fake in the outside. Fake face, fake nose, Fake tummy, Fake ASS, calf’s, Lips Good Lord fake everything. The idea of putting something totally foreign in my body knowing the harm it could cause yrs and yrs from now is just absolutely insane to me . Cosmetic Surgery should be to those who loose a breast due to cancer, and such extremities as this.
Maybe if you could get self esteem implanted into your STUPID Lil head you would not need to spend lots of money to make yourself look a certain way when all it does is change the outside of your appearance and NOT how ugly you are on the inside or how you feel about yourself.
I have seen many girls feel sooo shitty and feel the need to get implants. They say it Will give them a boost. BOOST my ass if your doing it to give yourself a boost try getting a boost in your stupid mind! I have a friend lets call her VQ for vanity queen. Here was this sweet lil girl who was and is soooooooooo smart was a major free thinker then came the boobs and there went her sweetness. This girl still has low self esteem . Constantly needing re-assurance how do I look? Am I fat? OMG !! like that would totally look better on me then her. Wah wah wah ! just shut up and shoot yourself already as you will never be happy!
You are what you ARE! Everyone was made with their own special beauty. Get over yourself. Try working out its cheaper then liposuction. Try sum new make-up.. Try a self help book, Try to find love with-in yourself. You are what you eat , try taking that greasy all beef Pattie out of your mouth for a second and put a freaking apple in your mouth. Exercise and eat right. Take care of yourself. You only get one body, take care of it !!!
Remember if your low and ugly inside a pair of knockers will not help you feel better, but only make you even more open to criticism and even more vain and ugly. STOP and think about what you will be doing to yourself !
Wake up and LOVE YOURSELF !!
Try some fucking Pilate’s
